Protection,
There are so many things I do not understand- what I want versus what I should ask for, what is acceptable to ask for, whether I should ask for anything at all.
Remembering God's faithfulness makes my stomach turn when I ask for you. To ask for you feels too much like asking for Comfort...which strikes me as a worldly pursuit. Because of this, I am never comfortable when I call on you. Ironic? As I said, there is a lot I do not understand.
Until wisdom guides me to a proper relationship with you, I will stand back and let Christ lead you to me when necessary. I'm sorry for my apprehension, as I know you only have the best intentions.
-Em

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